Daring to believe…

I just recently started to feel like my new medication is working.  It's kind of shocking.  My pain level is so much more tolerable.  I still have pain, but I can make it all day without taking extra meds.  My swelling is also getting better.  I still swell when I overdo it, but for the... Continue Reading →

Oh the places we will go…

I've not taken a proper vacation since my dog was diagnosed with diabetes.  I refused to leave her for over two years until this past September, when I traveled to Washington DC for 2 nights for a patient advocacy trip.  I admit that I was a wreck until I had her back in my arms.... Continue Reading →

A senseless goodbye…

I lost someone I love to drug addiction.  It started with an addiction to prescription pain meds.  He injured his ankle years ago and struggled with the pain.  I figured out he was an addict after I had surgery to repair my broken ankle.  He asked me what medication I was given and I told... Continue Reading →

I have what???

****I'm updating the story: I started with symptoms on a Tuesday.  Wednesday spiked a fever.  By Saturday, my fever was 102 and I broke down to see a doctor.  I woke up early Sunday morning to take care of Georgia's insulin and meds.  Ate some toast and went back to bed to rest.  Woke up... Continue Reading →

Inflammation motivation…

I recently read an article called:  "Chronic inflammation removes motivation by reducing dopamine in the brain."  Reading the article was one of those "OMG this is me!!!" moments.  For the past few years, I just could not figure out where my motivation went.  Granted, I'm exhausted and in pain....but I have ZERO motivation for things... Continue Reading →

With a hope and a flare….

This past week, I've been dealing with one of the worst flare ups of my disease in years.  I say the word "disease" because honestly, no one seems to know for sure what I have.  Sometimes I'm told I have rheumatoid arthritis.  Other times, I'm told I have psoriatic arthritis or spondyloarthopathy.  All I know....is... Continue Reading →

Sorry for smiling….

Recently, social media has been buzzing with the warning that the government will soon be using social media tracking to crack down on disability fraud.  I wouldn't say this is surprising.  People have been spying on the disabled for years.  Growing up, I always heard how people "faked disability" to milk the system.  My family... Continue Reading →

Who knows best…

Insurance is a blessing and a curse in my life.  I'm grateful to have coverage, but so frustrated a the antiquated system of step therapy that they industry still holds valid. I've written before about suffering for 7 years before finding a biologic drug that made me feel somewhat human again.  Why?  Because I had... Continue Reading →

A little bit more…

I may have become cocky and over confident in my ability to tolerate pain.  On an average day, my fingers, elbows, shoulders, hips, lower back, knees, ankles and feet hurt. A lot.   Each day starts out with almost all my joints revolting when I try to stand up in the morning. It eases up... Continue Reading →

My funny Valentine…

I am often asked about my #spooniedog, Georgia Grace.  She is still my feisty, stubborn, and adorable sidekick.  On days when I hurt, she has been very protective.  This is a change since my cat Lola passed.  Georgia was always the "world's worst nurse" but has slowly become my greatest comfort as I've been battling... Continue Reading →

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