I've been riding a low wave lately. I'm coming up on the year anniversary of losing my dad to COVID19. I continue to have feelings of anger, heartache, disbelief, and utter grief. Honestly, most days, I struggle to get out of bed. I took a huge chunk of 2021 off to work on myself. To... Continue Reading →
Give me a boost…
Today, I got my booster vaccine shot. I tried signing up for a "booster" but all of the websites only asked for initial or second dose requests. I figured if I wasn't able to get the shot today, I could at least figure out where/how to get it. I spoke with the pharmacy assistant who... Continue Reading →
It’s a stranger thing…
My blog has been reached people in 89 countries so far. I am always a bit shocked when I see the "hits" my blog gets that are outside of the United States. It kind of blows me away. I started this blog eleven years ago as a way to cope with feelings of isolation and... Continue Reading →
High Five…
All people living with Chronic illness have a diagnosis story. Typically, it is never a smooth journey to a diagnosis, especially when autoimmune issues are involved. Our symptoms often overlap and may take months or even years to get a clear cut answer. My personal journey started at age 14 but I never received an... Continue Reading →
I’m angry
Photo credit: Nick Youngson CC BY-SA 3.0 Alpha Stock Images I am very angry and have been for a very long time. I'm angry that in my dogs final days I spent more than 75% of the time sitting in the car waiting for her instead of being able to hold and comfort her due to COVId-19.... Continue Reading →
it’s been a minute…
Hello! Remember me? I used to blog weekly about my life with rheumatoid arthritis, fibromyalgia, Graves Disease, and more recently depression. I took an unexpected break. I decided for the first time in 30 years the I would not work this summer. It's going to hurt me financially, but my mind and body needed a... Continue Reading →
Welcome, why don’t you stay a while…
Good news. I got good news. I feel like all I've written about lately is bad news. Honestly, getting good news is jarring after all this time.. Since January, I decided I needed to get healthier. Let me clarify, I needed to fix chronic medical issues so I could heal before trying to get healthy.... Continue Reading →
April showers…..
Photo credit: gfpeck I was determined to write about something that didn't have to do with depression. I couldn't do it. I lost so much in 2020, that somedays it feels unimaginable that I will be able to pull myself out. Ironically, social media has "memories" that pop up on your feed that highlight things... Continue Reading →
The imperfect trifecta: Depression, Autoimmune/Autoinflammatory Arthritis, & Covid-19
I've been doing a bunch of series lately. First on COVID-19, then on depression. A fellow blogger, Rick Phillips from RADiabetes reached out and suggested that we should do a Podcast with my nonprofit's AiArthritis Voice 360 Podcast on depression because he felt there were many patients in our community who were feeling the same... Continue Reading →
How can I assist you?
My health has been a roller coaster lately. This past week my disease is basically out of control. I had to break out my cane because walking and balance were an issue. I woke up Friday morning feeling exhausted, but I got out of bed and forced myself to drive to work. I lasted 1.5... Continue Reading →