I have a new 4 year old neighbor. He is a doll. The friendliest child I have ever met. Today he told me that he saw me leaving for work (at 7:00 am) but he didn't recognize me. I was confused. Couldn't figure out what he was talking about. He said, "I thought you were... Continue Reading →
Chasing Bigfoot…
When I tell people I have rheumatoid arthritis, I get one of three responses:1. "I have that, too! It’s in my knee/shoulder/hand!." (they have osteoarthritis, not RA) 2. "You are too young for arthritis." (uh, my symptoms started at 14)3. "You look great! You don’t look sick at all." (I feel like I live with the... Continue Reading →
An Autoimmune Steel Magnolia
In my mind, I'm still in my 20's and living without autoimmune arthritis. Physically fit, young, full of potential.... Then I look in a mirror. I see the lines and wrinkles creeping up on my 45 year old face. I watch the limp as I walk, I see the swelling of my knuckles.... but in... Continue Reading →
Goodbye My Queen…
8/13/16: My final update. My queen has passed....."You might be gone from my sight, but you are never gone from my heart."My phone rang at 2:00 am. A vet at the emergency hospital told me that Lola "arrested and passed". I'm surprised none of you heard my scream as my heart broke in two. I... Continue Reading →
Got your back
*** Updated on 9/28/2015: This is my Wildcard Submission for #RABlog week Day 5. One of the topics was I feel supported, so I am using this old blog to share. I think it fits the topic of feeling supported. I still feel this way. Hope you like it.Don't forget to check out the other... Continue Reading →
Vanity squished
I've never been very confident in my appearance. My best feature (in my opinion) is my hands Seriously, that was always the one part of my body that I took a lot of pride in. Well, autoimmune arthritis has decided my vanity in that area needed to be squished. This is what my hands look like... Continue Reading →
Fighting mad
Time. You always think you have plenty of it but when you live with autoimmune arthritis, time is not your friend. In order to make it to work in the morning, I have to set my clock an hour before I need to get up. Why? Because it takes me at least an hour to... Continue Reading →
Patient is not a virtue…
I spoke at a pharmaceutical conference recently. They introduced me as a "Health Activist". One of the pharmaceutical reps asked me what made me decide to become a health activist. I wasn't sure how to answer because I don't really see myself as an "activist". After some though I said, "I realized health care had... Continue Reading →
Shine your light…
My cousin died this week at the age of 36 from a pulmonary embolism. It was a shock. It is painful. She was a ray of light and a good human being. I did not know her well as a kid. She was 10 years younger me and on the side of my family that... Continue Reading →
Here I go again…
I have taken a 2 year hiatus from blogging. Not that I was ever overly proficient but the last two years of my life have held many highs and lows. When I last posted, I was beginning a new biologic. It was a miracle. I saw my ankle for the first time in 7 or... Continue Reading →